[…] Sure, anger is the expression of the akasic; you don't have to understand something about anger, you have to understand what it is that gives rise to anger.
[...] D – I don't have to give a damn if it's positive or negative or what, io I just have to try to understand this reaction of mine where it comes from. It can arise from a wound, from something I didn't understand, which makes me unleash emotional effects in certain moments...
But without a doubt; I would say it would be good for you to consider that 90% of the time when you have such strong emotional peaks – emotional reaction peaks, it will be better to say so from now on – these are defense mechanisms, so you need to be able to come to understand what you are defending yourself against.
You could defend yourself against what it seems to you that others are doing to you, you could defend yourself against the fear of observing yourself, you could defend yourself against the inability to interact calmly with others; there are a thousand and a thousand different reasons for each of you, why these defense mechanisms are triggered. Here, if through these peaks, these reactions, you were able to focus your attention for a moment on what are the defense mechanisms that have put in place, fueled these vibratory peaks, you would already be able to find a common thread to better understand the your mechanics and therefore yourself.
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D – So also the fear of not being able to interact?
Certainly; the fear of not being understood, the fear of not being accepted.
D – It can be said that mainly behind a peak of anger is fear; fear linked to something deeper but there is a fear, in the end.
Generally speaking I would say yes and, therefore, consequently, precisely because it is a fear, it is natural that there is immediately a defense mechanism on the part of the ego.
D – And the fact of reacting with a peak of anger could it be linked to the fact that the Ego is immediately destabilized and therefore would have the possibility of observing itself, or perhaps it is a reaction to hide this thing?
This is an interesting question. In moments when there are peaks of anger, what happens to the ego?
D - Total destabilization.
Right. Total destabilization, that is, it remains completely ousted, also taken by surprise by what the reaction is.
D – Be surprised by a vibration that comes from the akasic though. And that he doesn't know, essentially. Which, therefore, fails to modulate, fails to manage.
Over which he has lost control, he knows he can't control it and, therefore, it scares him.
D – And he can't control it why? Is she too violent?
Because it comes suddenly, it's like a rush, a sudden rush...
But anger is the peak of the peak, it is the expression of the peak on the physical plane. But the peak is not made only by the expression, it is made up of everything it carries with it. Consider that the peak is like a kind of hurricane, an inner turbulence, which somehow sweeps the whole interiority and brings with it sé, it brings to the surface all that is floating inside: ghosts, fears, reactions, defense mechanisms, crystallizations; it messes everything up and allows everything to pop out explosively.
D – Which then gives rise to feelings of guilt if the thing goes beyond the limits.
Certainly. Then there is the return reaction, upon completion of the cycle, when the anger reaction has expressed itself, then the data will return through the astral body, the mental body to the akasic body and will carry all the reactions that have occurred, and gradually will pass through the various bodies it will leave here and there a part of those vibrations that belonged to the peak and which will give birth within the individual, as you said, feelings of guilt or other collateral elements that will circulate and then return when there it will be another peak, possibly, later.
D – And when you manage to explode its completely (here we're not talking about anger I'll kill one, eh!). PThere must be some settling, after having had such strong turbulence it takes some time to get the right settling back. There is a negative connotation but also a positive one.
Of course, without shadow of doubt! When there is anger that explodes uncontrollably it happens many times that immediately after the explosion of anger (or shortly after) what happens? It happens that the individual starts crying, sobbing.
This because? Because by now the vibratory peak has halved, it has decreased, therefore the tension is easing, the internal mechanisms of the body are producing less of the substances they were producing and here there is a kind of physical collapse.
But it is a collapse which, however, does not concern only the physical, it also concerns other bodies; because you see the vibrational peak explode within the physical plane, but in reality it exploded first within the astral plane and within the mental plane, therefore it has thrown your mental matter and also the astral into turmoil.
D – Following the example you gave earlier, like a wave that completely brings to the surface what is submerged that we didn't want to see, then there is the reconstruction of the ego: the ego must regain its balance...
But the ego, shall we say, almost automatically - you know that the ego is really only a conception to explain to you what is happening, the ego immediately tries to see if it can restore the situation as it was before but, after a peak explodes, he can't restore it anymore!
Because, clearly, something has changed. It's like a kaleidoscope: if you move it for a moment, the image you see in the kaleidoscope is no longer the same. The same thing happens to the individual as a whole when there has been an explosion of a peak; so what does it do?
The most obvious and quickest thing that the ego can do is to quickly try to reconstruct an image that takes account of what happened, at least to a small extent; and, therefore, of try to justify what happened by changing your image.
It's an adjustment that you all make all the time, on the other hand. If you want to think of an example, think of children, who are always very important examples to observe; look when kids have angry outbursts, what happens next. The child, most of the time, after getting angry, bursts into tears, as an adult can do and so what does the ego of him do of him?
He intervenes immediately to try to make the peak of anger useful in order to get what he was looking for. There, because there is not yet a constituted set of consciousness, not all bodies are completely connected, but when it comes to an adult individual, he can no longer openly act in this cunning way, to try to get through his anger what that he couldn't have, so what does he do?
He adjusts his image, trying to include in the image the reason for this outburst of anger; but this obviously causes an alteration of the image that the ego has, therefore an advancement, a change of the ego.
D - So in the moments of the outburst of anger, of this peak, would it be one of the best moments to observe yourself?
Certainly.
D – However, in a moment in which one is so involved, making the observation…
Let's say that the observation, in reality, then, in the end, the akasic body obviously continues to do it when all this happens, precisely because the thing starts from him, it is he who needs the data, who has caused this tsunami within the individual; but you, as an awareness within the physical plane, certainly cannot set yourself up with the intention of observing what is happening to you; you wouldn't be able to.
You are too upset at that moment to do that. What you can do, however, is immediately after or when the peak is over and the energies return to being a little more stable, try to observe what has happened to you and then go a little deeper into understanding what are the reasons that prompted you.
This you can do. You will certainly remain on the surface because, observing from the physical plane, it is never possible to really go to the root of the problems, but it will however allow the energies to flow and to resume their normal circulation, to flow back more easily towards the akasic body.
[...] D - Can it happen that one is able to understand in the course of life what makes him unleash anger?
It can happen, certainly; it may happen not that the individual understands it within the physical plane, but that your conscience understands, his akasic body; and then that will immediately end that kind of behavior; but it can instead happen, within the physical plane, that the individual gradually brings to awareness some elements of what is happening to him and, therefore, tempers his reactions; what, on the other hand, is happening to you.
[...] Anger is a whole, a tangle of emotions because it brings with it so many elements that come together and, in the end, there is such a mass of vibrations that are also in collision, in contrast with each other, that in the end eventually it explodes, it has to come out in some way, it has to let off steam in some way, otherwise the individual would explode emotionally!
This is what happens, on the other hand, in certain rather strong, rather important episodes of madness, in which the individual, entangled by all these inner elements, ends up having a vibrational situation such that his various bodies remain destabilized and therefore we have what you could define as a form of schizophrenia, or paranoia and so on. But here we go much more into detail, it would become too technical.
thank you